~vader7476

There's so much to rant about, but I just don't have the energy anymore. How can it be that everything can be a major problem at once? All I know is that nothing makes me happy anymore. It feels like a cheap sci-fi flick, where people just mull through life with no personality. I just go through motions anymore. I put up that facade of laughter, and no one thinks otherwise, nor do they care, and that sometimes hurts more.

I'm thinking about opening up for commissions. I'm in desperate need of money. But I want to know if there's going to be a decent amount of people interested.

So many people on this site were supposed to draw or write things for or with me, and almost all haven't done so. I guess no one has any honor or commitment anymore. I'd sure love some stories or art for once. Hell, even if it's not whole stories, even adding to writing.com stories could help. Like this Eiken one: [link]

I want so desperately to start drawing a lot of stuff for you guys, I've just been totally out of it for so long. I just can't get into the mood, and it's not fair to you or me.

I wonder what life will throw at me next. I can't see how it can get worse at the moment.

Going on hiatus for a bit. Not that I produce enough to really be noticed as being "gone," but probably not going to reply to anything for a bit. A great man passed away, one I thought of as my father, and I regret not visiting him as much as I should have done.

Goodbye, you will be missed severely.

And a deviation gets pulled? Bravo DA, bravo. Some people really need to find more interesting things to do with their time than find random old deviations that violate the rules in some way. Seriously, over THREE years ago?

Very interesting. I currently have a lot on my plate, and that's just the way I like it. I've got a drawing I'm working on for some friends. I then have my own comic to finish. I might become an Illustrator for Lightfoot, and potentially an Illustrator for another comic that you guys will enjoy a lot. I'm gonna keep my mouth shut about that one until later though, keepin' it a surprise. But it's certainly interesting and currently in the works. The outline has been written and some of the specifics have been talked about and are coming together.

Update: I'm Lightfoot's new colorist! First page right here: [link]

All that other shit is insignficant. I just got the call from my cousin. I don't know what's wrong, but I'm sure it's nothing. She just better be okay.

Edit:

She's at home right now with my cousin, brother, and aunt staying over to make sure she's okay. I should know more tomorrow. It sounds like she went through Vertigo, a result of her Ménière's disease. I truly hope she doesn't progress worse.